I painted this for my friend Katie's Birthday

From September until present date- this is what I’ve been doing with myself.  

two of my coworkers at  Apple

I had a lobotomy a lump removed from my skull

Jason uses the orange bucket to hand wash clothes. I put it on my head.

Marina came to visit me at the  store

we rode a roller coaster

we got attacked by dots

and we made faces. I mean, thats what I look like all the time.

My dad visited for my birthday and pushed a fancy car around

I played blacklight mini golf for the 27th birthday

I got cool gifts for my birthday from Kristen & Hal

I met a stranger (that i dated for a short time) from the internet so my friend Chris came to be my security detail.

This is a definition of a spider/tree from a star wars book. (this is important because I'm in a Star Wars Role Playing Game)

I went to an awesome day of the dead celebration with some friends. I really love this holiday.

Me and Hudson (nephew) hanging out at thanskgiving. We both need a nap. Thanksgiving was full of good food.

at MIIS: gotta have more cowbell! i decided to take a semester off. Hello portfolio come FALL of '09

I met this guy Vinny, he bought me a beer.

we went to point lobos. I think I'll keep him.

i want this book

So I’m lunching quickly at the local California pizza kitchen because they’ve a 20% discount for mall employees and I wanted pasta. My friend is joining me and I’ve asked for bread because I’m celebrating my dot. And my coworker said I looked skinny.
There must be a ratio of bread to people that CPK had, there will be two of us do our server “lee” brings 4 pieces of delicious French bread and 4 butter pats. He must think my friend isn’t eating bread. I’m not a slight girl. I’ve german blood in my veins. What are they thinking?

• A Wrinkle in Time by Madeleine L’Engle
• Blubber by Judy Blume
• Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
• Bridge to Terabithia by Katherine Paterson
• Canterbury Tales by Chauce
• Day No Pigs Would Die by Robert Peck
• Death of a Salesman by Arthur Miller
• Forever by Judy Blume
• Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone by J.K. Rowling
• Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets by J.K. Rowling
• Harry Potter and the Prizoner of Azkaban by J.K. Rowling
• Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire by J.K. Rowling 
• Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain
• I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou
• In the Night Kitchen by Maurice Sendak – childhood favorite
• Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman
• Lord of the Flies by William Golding
• Our Bodies, Ourselves by Boston Women’s Health Collective
• Revolting Rhymes by Roald Dahl
• Slaughterhouse-Five by Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.
• The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain
• The Adventures of Tom Sawyer by Mark Twain
• The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger
• The Chocolate War by Robert Cormier
• The Color Purple by Alice Walker
• The Learning Tree by Gordon Parks
• The Merchant of Venice by William Shakespeare
• The New Teenage Body Book by Kathy McCoy and Charles Wibbelsman
• The Pigman by Paul Zindel
• The Witches by Roald Dahl
• Then Again, Maybe I Won’t by Judy Blume
• To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee
• Twelfth Night by William Shakespeare
• Webster’s Ninth New Collegiate Dictionary by the Merriam-Webster Editorial Staff -
  

oh and i’ve read other books as well

I’m at a schmancy restauraunt in Carmel. Which is schmsncy enough to begin. I’m wearing jeans, tennis shoes and a sweatshirt. There are a lot of rich people around me. My friend is joining me because he’s horrified that in eating alone / or possibly will be. This amuses me.

I used to work near this restaurant and would get food to go all the time. I used to get theango chicken salad which I loved. I haven’t been back in aong time.
As I stare at the menu I can’t decide. Fish? Chicken? Beef? It’s all looking good. Plus there is the other white meat- pulled Hawaiian pork with onions and pineapple. My mouth is watering.

In other news I ran into my ex. Or rather aligned myself so that I would see him. Seems like he’s seeing someone, and he quit his job and is hanging out. He seemed happy, despite being sick at the time. This was truthfully, rather crushing ad at the time my self esteem would have benefitted from being told that he pined always for me. However, that being said, I suppose it’s good. I do want him to be happy.

Two close friends just got engaged, and not to each other. Where are all the single people going? My friend pointed out that it took her until she was 27 to find her dude-man; and then realized it was actually 26. Hello 27th birthday in five short weeks.

I’m not usually this pensive or negative thinking – guessing it’s due to the fact that I’ve been lonely.

Been feeling both extremely lonley- and extremely anti-social. Except that I know that I crave people- but I keep hiding in my room. Instead I noticed that I’ve had to push people away or one specific persons – despite the fact that I so desperately wish for good people to be around me.

Hello loneliness – lets get comfy you and I.

The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved. ~mother theresa

Just wanted to share that blogging on the bus is awesome.

Totally….. I’ve been here before.

I say:: you think

1. Memory ::slow
2. Original ::me
3. Exclusively ::at target
4. Listings ::are good
5. Bucket ::head
6. Knight ::ball
7. Dusty ::tacos
8. Choice ::theory
9. Sunlight ::cancer
10. Change of plans ::sucks

via lunanina

First: This

I saw Dark Knight this evening. I thought it was AWESOME. Am really hoping they bust out another one, and hoping that I can get one of those voice deepeners like Batman has.

I like that there are things I used to dislike years ago that now I really like. For example, mushrooms, black olives on pizza, wine, country music and Rilo Kiley. On the way to Santa Cruz today I heard the song “The Frug” – and if you research enough about Jenny Lewis (who I think is absolutely beautiful) you’ll note that she was a child actress in the movie Troop Beverly Hills. There’s a scene where they do community service and teach dancing at an old folks home. They do the frug and they do the freddie. Anyways this song references that… and it’s poppy and cute. I love it.

And I can do the frug
I can do the Robocop
I can do the Freddie
I cannot do the Smurf
And I can hate your girl
I can tell you that she’s real pretty
I can take my clothes off
I cannot fall in love

And I can do the frug
I can do the Robocop
I can do the Freddie
I cannot do the Smurf

And I can watch TV
I can shuffle off to Buffalo
I can do a backbend
I will not call you back
And I can start a book
I can make some mac and cheese
I can sleep twelve hours
You’ll never see my eyes

Chorus

And I can hate your girl
I can tell you that she’s real pretty
I can take my clothes off
I cannot fall in love
You’ll never see my eyes
I will not call you back
I cannot do the smurf
I cannot fall in love
I’ll never fall in love
I cannot fall in love…